It’s a simple story plot. Mother and daughter
await the arrival of the “college girl.” College girl arrives.
Mother hugs college girl, and the sister hugs college girl.
Soon, it’s the mother and her daughters - and home. Family
and friends come to be in the home of the mother and her daughters.
Soon the college girl is among a collective, and they’re singing,
eating, dancing, and laughing.
“I wait in the yard that Maggie and I made
so clean and wavy yesterday afternoon.” It’s more comfortable
than most people would imagine, almost “an extended living
room” where people can come and sit under the elm tree and
feel the breeze.
Maggie, a grown daughter now, is nervous. Maggie,
“homely and ashamed of the burn scar down her arms and legs,”
stands in a corner.
“In real life,” the mother is a “big-boned
woman” with “man-working hands.” She
sleeps in flannel and works in overalls, because she works.
There’s always work, from sunup to sundown. Her “fat” keeps
her warm in cold weather.
The mother “never had an education.” But Dee,
lighter than Maggie, and not scared by the old house fire,
wanted nice things, expensive things. The mother and the church
raised money “to send her [Dee] to Augusta
to school.”
The daughter, the college girl, Dee, would
read to her and Maggie: She “burned us with a lot of knowledge
we didn’t necessarily need to know. Pressed us to her with
the serious way she read, to shove us away at just the moment,
like dimwits, we seemed about to understand.”
“But there they are,” the mother observes.
It’s
Dee and her boyfriend. Dee, wearing big
gold earrings and dangling bracelets, is in a “dress so loud
it hurts her eyes.” She’s a “regular” material girl, this
daughter! “Wa-su-zo-Tean-o!” she says, and the young man
says, “Asalamalakim, my mother and sister.” Before the mother
can rise from her chair (“it takes something of a push”),
Dee begins to take pictures of the house,
her mother, and sister. Then she comes to kiss her mother
on the forehead. Flighty. Dee sees
them from her perch.
Dee
is now “Wangero Leewanika Kemanjo!”
“What happened to ‘Dee’?’ I wanted to know.”
What happened to Dee? –named
after her Grandma Dee, called “Big Dee.”
What happened to the honored memory of an immediate
ancestor? What happens to that particular history of Big Dee?
At the table, with the familiar stable of what
became known as “soul food,” the mother notes that the young
man doesn’t eat and Dee talks “a blue
streak over the sweet potatoes.” It was all so fascinating
for Dee as if all were manna from a foreign
world. A material and a condescending girl! Self-important
and unreflective. Everyone and everything is objectified from
that perch. The mother thinks: even the benches made by
the hands of her deceased husband, the daughters’ father,
when they “couldn’t afford to buy chairs,” fascinate Dee
as it would fascinate unknowing outsiders. The benches are
“lovely” now.
Dee
leaves the table and looks at the “churn” her uncle Buddy
made. She “needs” that churn! “And I want the dasher, too.”
“Aunt Dee’s first husband whittled the dash,”
Maggie says real low. But Dee says, Maggie’s
“brain is like an elephant.”
The mother knows now that there’s another kind of
war. Her home has been invaded from without by means of someone
within. Familial relationships have been fragmented. What
is labeled by the outside - progress - turns out to be more
than a singular point of attack. Send the weapons of mass,
stealthy destruction out from within!
When
dinner was done, Dee “went to the trunk at the foot of my bed.” She was eyeing the quilts
that “had been pierced by Grandma Dee and then Big Dee.” The
mother then had “hung them on the quilt frames on the front
porch and quilted them.” The quilts had patterns: “the Lone
Star,” the “Walk Around the Mountain.” They were made from
scrapes of Grandma Dee’s dresses, dresses she wore for “fifty
and more years ago.” They had “bits and pieces of Grandpa
Jerrell’s Paisley shirts” and one “tiny faded blue piece”
came from “Great Grandpa Ezra’s uniform that he wore in the
Civil War.”
“Can I have these old quilts?” A girl has
a warped sense of entitlement!!
The mother heard something fall in the kitchen
where Maggie was cleaning up.
She asks Dee to take “one
or two of the others.”
Dee
doesn’t want those, stitched by machine. She wanted the old
quilts, the quilts documenting family history, indeed, collective
history.
They are Maggie’s quilts, the mother tells
her. They have been passed to Maggie.
“Maggie can’t appreciate these quilts!”
The mother remembered that when she offered
one of the quilts to Dee before she left for college, Dee told her they were “old fashioned, out of style.” Now, Dee
says, “they’re priceless!” Maggie could make more!
And
we will have nothing left that is ours. Everything can be
categorized, appraised, and sold for a price - including our
everyday humanity, becoming useful only to function within
the market system. The mother knew this without the writer saying
she did because she would know that her life and the life
of her children depended on her knowing something that can’t
be taught at educational institutions, an arm of the market
system.
“What would you do with them?”
The only thing you “could” do - hang
them!
The only thing you could do with our history now -
hang it in a display as something transcended, something distant,
indeed, dead. Fill the new façade of attire, hair, and new
names with emptiness. Fill it with other people’s values of
what is and isn’t priceless. Substitute the functional with
the trivial and the ultimate blurring of the other’s way of
calculating the worth of human beings and their culture and
history so as to make it less harmful, less threatening. Black
lived experiences and heritage are a mere collection of anecdotes
and artifacts to the daughter, the one who should pass it
on.
What happened to Dee? What
happened to the child I sent away to be educated?
The mother looks at Maggie who had come out
of the kitchen. “She can have them, Mama,” she said, like
somebody used to never winning anything, or having anything
reserved for her. “I can remember Grandma Dee without
the quilts,” Maggie says.
The mother looks at Dee, looks hard at Dee.
What a waste of clothe made by the hands of Africans who,
when weaving the threads out of necessity, would never have
considered such misuse. She looks at Maggie.
“I did something I never had done before: hugged
Maggie to me, then dragged her on into the room, snatched
the quilts out of Miss Wangero’s hands and dumped them into
Maggie’s lap.”
“Take one or two of the others.”
Dee
walked out and met up with the young man. “You don’t understand.”
Understand what?
Your heritage!
“You ought to try to make something of yourself,
too Maggie. It’s really a new day for us. But from the way
you and Mama still live you’d never know it.”
The mother watches Maggie smile as Dee
put on her sunglasses. The mother watches the car dust settle.
She asks Maggie to bring a “dip of snuff,” and the two of
them sat in the yard, “just enjoying,” until it was time to
go into the house.
The same college girl appears today. She out-numbers
the Maggies of our community. Her name is neither Dee, named after her grandma nor is it Wangero. Her attire is a business
suit. Her hair is dark and as silky as she can afford to make
it. She’s not bluesy or jazzy.
Among
her white friends, children of liberal parents, she fits right
in. The white friends don’t need to know anything about her
heritage, about her need to continue to resist. She doesn’t
want to know either. The anecdotes and artifacts don’t
even exist for her. Everything of the Black American past
(and its future?) is an old memory belonging to the “Civil
Rights” generation. This is what she’s learned, what she’s
been taught to believe, so she doesn’t know that what she
doesn’t know suits her friends and their parents just fine.
She doesn’t know that it’s not her idea
or the ideas of her generation that seeks to eliminate the
struggle, to kill resistance to the fascist takeover beginning
with Blacks in America.
She doesn’t know that the abhorrence and dismissal of her
mothers and her grandmas and her great-grandmas is the design
of an old tactic of divide and conquer.
And while the last 40 years since the “Civil
Rights” movement has witnessed white backlash and has sent
Blacks in America back 50 years, to a widening gap in health,
education, employment but a higher rate of incarceration,
she will hip hop to the mall with white friends singing of
one America, signing “we are the same” - white Americans!
Empire at its best work!
They have taken our children and gone down the river
with them where they’ve morphed into zombies.
And the mothers and grandmas know the white
people have done it again! They’ve conquered from within.
They have come into the yard, one more time - and we let
them in!
The short story, “Everyday Use” (from In
Love & Trouble: Stories of Black Women)
was written by Alice Walker and published in 1973 (before
the era of Black capitulation to the free market enterprise
and Post-Race Amerikkka).
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American Literatures, with a specialty in Cultural Theory
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