Students
in the U.S are wired and hooked up. iPods, Blue Tubes,
Blackberries, and lap tops enter the college classroom
attached to a student who has left his or her books or
flash drive with the paper or homework assignment at home.
To
introduce a race, gender, class perspective on literary
texts to students, to predominantly white and middle to
upper class women at an all women’s private art college,
you can start with the representation of the female. Introduce
the literary terms: silence, innocence, violence, victim(s),
motherhood, speaking and writing. Go slow. Start with
short stories: “Diary of a Madman,” “The Lottery,” “The
Office,” “Children of the Sea” - but do not introduce
race. “We’re from prep schools.” And look at the eyes!
“It is just a little diagnostic writing exercise,” I say
- with butter on my tongue.
The
three Black students among them are just that - among
the other students. They live in the dorms with the other
students. They are full of the other students. I cannot
recognize myself in these Black students and they cannot
afford to see themselves in me.
The Scarlet Letter, As I Lay Dying, So Long a Letter -
but do not introduce the race business and ignore the
critiques of religion.
“I
have to work after this class,” one student tells me as
she reluctantly moves to situate her desk among a group
of four students. And I do not know if I am to call this
late evening literature class off.
Affirmative
Action, they are thinking. They would have overheard parents
and others in their community in reference to Blacks without
understanding how and why, as white young women, they
have and will continue to benefit from Affirmative Action,
whereas I have yet to see the results of those few short
years when it did benefit a few Blacks.
“We
are not English majors.” A change in tactics displaying
the direction of their thinking, and a continued challenge
before me. For to read and write well, I gather, is to
declare English as your major. This is an art college!
What a waste of time is reading. Reading
requires silence, and I have gathered, too, as time passed,
that they are lost for the hour and twenty minutes the
iPods, Blue Tubes, Blackberries, lap tops are silent.
But
the students have something to say: “What do you
want us to do?” Aside from the individual emails in which
I comment on each theme or paper thesis and each paper
and hand back that work as well with my comments, I email
notes: “This is what we did today in class.” “This is
what we will do next class.” Mini commentaries on Hawthorne’s
protagonist Hester or the themes of silence or of violence
are also presented to the students in email.
Still
the question, “What do you want us to do?” persists.
“I
never had a teacher who said we had to come up with questions.”
“Maybe
not in high school?”
“No,
I had English 102 before.” She sat through this course
before?.
“Well,
we develop inquiries into these literary themes by asking
questions. College is about asking questions.”
And she is angry. I see the eyes and the grumbling in her group. I am new to this college
and have been teaching for over twenty years but I have
also been Black 57 years in the U.S.
The
next class day, she, like the student who had to work
after this class, withdrew from the class.
And
still, there is the question, what do you want
us to do? If I tell you, if I tell you what to think,
if I write your thesis statement, it will be my idea,
my thesis statement reflecting what I see in a text, what
I am questioning or examining in a text. If I tell you…
“What
is it you see, what is it you are thinking?”
Confusing!
It
is a level of uncertainty. You start with a question and
think your way to developing a thesis on a theme, say,
‘silence’ as represented by Hawthorne through his protagonist, Hester… It is okay to start in uncertainty.
It is okay to question.
Confusing!!
And
why did I persist? A $30, 000 price tag for each year
and not including the dorm, their food, or books, must
count for something more than a job at the end of this
endurance test.
Why do I persist?
What
else can I do?
“You
have high expectations,” they tell me.
I
look and see that I am so alone.
I
send four unsatisfactory forms to the counselor, dean,
and chair on four students in the class, three of which
did not turn in papers. A week or so later, I send a long
email to the chair: Here is what is happening in my class.
Respond: continue. You can’t lead a horse…
As I Lay Dying did not go over well. “Are the people Black?” These are rural people
from Mississippi.
(It is the language that I say is “poetic” with Darl,
Faulkner’s alter-ego. Nonsense, says their eyes). These
people have something to say though “uneducated.”
“Everything
with you is in quotation marks.” Frustration clashes with
frustration - only their frustration is more visible and
vocal and mine is eating away at my illusion, I admit,
that learning to love learning can ever happen again in
a corporate-controlled society.
“Yes,
we”… And I do not feel like there is a “we,” but I say
“we,” “we put these words in quotation marks in order
to indicate that we are questioning, challenging, maybe,
the accept definition of say, ‘freedom,’ ‘silence.’ Didn’t
we see that Hester and Darl in their ‘silence’ actually
were thinking, observing, philosophizing, challenging
their surrounds and accepted but hypocritical norms?”
Silence!
What
do you want us to do? We don’t know what you want us
to do? I know. I know… I hear the footsteps of the
college administration - the watchdogs. But I persist.
I
think I can close the discussion on bell hooks’ memoir,
Bone Black, by explaining why she says she will
not fear the blackness, is comfortable there. She will
go there and from within this color that opens up a space
for her, she will speak and write. “Remember Hester,”
I tell the students. “Remember Darl before his family
packs him off to the asylum.” “Hester, too, learned not
to fear the darkness.”
But
with bell hooks, there is a slight difference. “When we
speak of women, we must remember that “women” includes
the majority of the world’s women as well. Women of color.”
Their
stillness tells me, they fear they will hear what they
don’t want to hear. They stare now at the subject at
hand.
She,
bell hooks, is a Black American and she, and I are of
the same generation. As hooks describes, cultural representations
of the color black were negative. “Black days.” Black
clouds.” Black was ugly.
From
where I stand, I do not see any student taking notes.
Some are not looking my way. Their backs are turned as
they sit in groups. I see some eyes roll to the ceiling
and I see the heads of two or three students come together.
I
look at my notes and continue. Children did not wear Black.
When you did see black worn by an adult, as hooks states,
you could safely assume that individual was in mourning.
Someone died. Not until the middle 70s are so did the
market catch up. Black people said “Black is beautiful”
- referring to the race and to the color itself. Then
anyone could go in a store and buy all black and wear
all black…
“Johnny
Cash wore black!”
A
dam burst releasing not rushing water but laughter, snickers.
‘Quiet! Students!”
It
was over, and I knew it.
“Johnny
Cash wore black!” And they had one-upped the teacher,
the Black teacher. “Johnny Cash wore black!” And now you,
teacher, can shut up!
GOP
Rep. Joe Wilson had entered the classroom: “You lie.”
Shut up!
“I
don’t understand why you refuse to listen.” You don’t
listen, and I am afraid your papers will reflect this.”
“I
can’t take anymore of this” rang out from the back of
the room!
I
stopped the lecture. I am silenced!
Johnny
Cash wearing all black does not represent the “academic
freedom” of the student, as the union representative,
tried to insist. She was not the Black woman standing
before a predominantly white class trying to explain the
referential meaning of “Bone Black” and its relationship
to another generation’s challenge to the representation
of blackness in the social and cultural milieu. She
was not one of the dreaded ones standing before
this agitated crowd in the era of post-racial rhetoric.
In
this era, in this silence in which the Black America must
submit to the capitalist agenda, I must respond to emails,
teacher, must tell a student what she missed in class
- verbally before I am allowed to start class, must accept
the wrong assignments or past assignments, with a smile.
In short, I must entertain, sing and dance in a much more
acceptable space of blackness.
In
an email that night, “teacher, you didn’t respond to my
email. You are the teacher and I am the student.”
I
am the student and you are the teacher….TEACHER!
Besides,
you are an “unknown teacher” with “unknown methods to
me.”
A
Black young woman…Yes, I suppose, sadly, I am “unknown.”
No one has dared to teach her to recognize me as kin.
My
response to all of the students that night from home was
- I felt less than a human being leaving class tonight.
Please, I have done all I could possibly do including
individual emails regarding thesis and papers, updates
to follow along in class discussions, conferences in class.
Yet, the outburst in class was disrespectful and displayed
a level of contempt for me. I do have other responsibilities
some of which I am barely able to fulfill (and what I
didn’t say) because I do spend so much time trying
to stay ahead of their only question - “what do you want
us to do, Teacher?”
Teacher!
(High School). Not professor. (College). Earlier in the
term, some emails began with “Hey.”
I
did not say that the salary is a disgrace, for anyone
teaching, let alone anyone teaching with a doctorate degree,
or that I have been feeling my way in the dark at a new
campus with a night class where I see only one other teacher
and or that the chair who hired left the campus before
I ever met him, or that I have meet in nearly 10 weeks
only one other Black faculty at a gathering for new faculty.
I
did not say that I am automatically a target since I am
not Oprah. I am not Obama. I am not the Black academic
who has learned to get along to serve his or her own,
that is, ultimately corporate interests. I do not say
that for weeks, I see another Black only when I see the
cooks and the security guards.
My
response to the students, however, is problematic, the
administration claims. My response is personal, they say.
My response is unprofessional!
Out of line? They are the clients, the buyers of degrees.
Out of line, dreaded one!
Disrespectful
students become concerned students with academic
freedom. Remember, the price tag and the advertisement
students would have received: The gateway to a high-paying
job in ____ starts here! Hands on skills! A degree in
the pocket in no time!
College
is as easy as collecting “As” under No Child Left Behind.
Pass one test and then another. Memorize and we will prepare
multiple choice tests on The Scarlet Letter or
As I Lay Dying. Write an essay that at least has
the gist of what you feel.
Go easy, professor - or your job is at stake! Hand
out the “As” and your evaluations with sparkle with student
acolytes about your humor and easy-going attitude.
Here
in the U.S., the students
are wired and hooked up to symbols of capital while they
take their seats, eager to become commodities in the marketplace.
Others? Workers? American college students are not in
college to work with or on behalf of Others or Workers
- and protest is something “old school” folks did “back
in the days.” They expect to be the next Bill Gates or
better - the next young Zuckerberg, creator of Facebook.
What
is the content of their art work? Have you ever stopped
to see what constitute art today? And I looked
at this former teacher. They express the Self - but who
and what constitutes this Self? It
is about circles, lines, and squares, daps of paint here
and there. I was reminded that I recently viewed the work
of promising young filmmakers, Sundance icons on the front
and back of DVD covers only to be disappointed with virtually
no plot but a series of images after images in imitation
of Bergman, Fellini, or Goddard.
What is the content of art today? We know what it
is not. Sterility is in fashion. Connect with nothing
but a Self adorned by corporate wear and gadgets, embodied
in corporate think.
Where
is Black literature today in the hands of young Black
writers? With the exception of Haitian writer and thinker,
Edwidge Daniticat, we are treated to soft porn, romance,
or “moma-was-a drug-addict-and-daddy-was-a-prison-inmate
- but I made it big! Successful!
Increasingly,
college and university administrator’s first task is to
bring home the bacon. Attract corporate funding and underwriting
for various programs. Students are paying clients,
paying for a degree - job is another matter. Teachers
talking nonsense, teaching old school history about race,
gender, and class issues is an obstruction for us and
for you!
Go easy, go easy, or we, liberals, will crush you!
Who
but the liberal put in the mouths of the young the question:
“What do you want us to do?” Who but the liberal elites
encourage the young to understand by posing that question
that the uncooperative teacher is to think about ways
in which the students avoid thinking?
What
is thinking anyway, teacher? - as students stand flanked
by liberal college and university administrators. How
far has it gotten you?
The
times are a’changing alright.
If
we are producing anything aside from war and fighters
of these wars, prisons and inmates, we are producing a
whole generation of wired students who will soon discover
they have been sold a narrative of milk and honey if enough
of them are not able to slot themselves as cogs as some
manger of underpaid Indians or Bangladeshis.
The
disempowerment of resistance begins with the liberal elite.
In
Chris Hedges’ article “A Recipe for Fascism,” he writes
that the liberal class, along with other factions of the
“political equation” – are “lackeys for Wall Street.”
While the Palins and Becks pander to hatred, “mobilizing
passion to get the masses, fearful and angry,” the liberal
class has responded by “placating corporate power.” The
liberal class, he continues, understands the “systems
of corporate power,” and opts to work “within them” to
accomplish the “same results” desired by the wealthy elite.
Hedges writes:
…[t]he
entire spectrum of the political landscape collaborates
in the strangulation of our disenfranchised working class,
the eroding of state power, the criminal activity of the
financial class and the paralysis of our political process.
(November 8, 2010, Truthdig)
“Commerce
cannot be the sole guide of human behavior,” he writes,
but as those of us who teach college students know, it
does. “All social and cultural values are now sacrificed
before the altar of the marketplace.” And that is just
fine with liberal educators as it is with so-called “right-wing”
educators.
“Human
suffering is dismissed as the price to be paid for the
coming paradise.” They employ globalization-speak and
resist thinking out-the-box. They are the box’s “systems
managers,” writes Hedges.
As
“systems managers,” he explains, liberals are a far cry
from the “old left” - the Wobblies, Socialists and Communists
parties, the Congress of Industrial Workers, or the independent
press. The movements of the Left were “carefully orchestrated,”
Hedges writes. “Their disappearance means we lack the
vocabulary of class warfare and militant organizations,
including an independent press, with which to fight back.”
Fellow
editorial board member and columnists at the Black
Commentator, Professor Horace Campbell, speaking on
Hugh Hamilton’s Talk Back, WBAI, November 8, 2010,
argues that instead of working to form a sustainable movement
of the people, liberals are still waiting for Barack Obama
to deliver them from association with the people, the
working class, unemployed, and poor. At every opportunity,
there is a noted liberal chanting that if only we, liberals,
push Obama and then he will…
But,
“Barack Obama,” said Campbell, “bailed out the banks. Barack Obama supported
the oil companies. Barack Obama continued the war in Afghanistan.
So, Barack Obama believes in the cultural values of capitalism.”
What part of this budding fascist state do not the
liberal elite understand?
As
I see it, Barack Obama is the leader of the liberal cabal,
the one selected to deliver the liberals to their function
in a fascist state while collectively Obama and the liberals
decimate the working class - and most importantly - any
form of resistance from the Left - because there is a
Left that is not this liberal elite - because this
liberal elite is terrified of the Left - and the
liberals keep their feet firmly planted on the neck of
the Left.
That
is why the Left in this country cannot rise to full visibility.
The Left is not the liberal politicians, academics, or
press, but the liberals, still clinging to the Dream,
are good at spreading the word that the Left is
dead.
Did
we hear from the liberals last week? Do we hear from the
liberal press or academics with Black Americans confront
the brunt of Empire’s injustices? The Left is present.
It is the organizations fighting on behalf of Oscar Grant,
killed by BART police Johannes Meserle, sentenced to just
2 years in prison. It is the organizations fighting to
save Mumia Abu Jamal, sitting for the last 29 years on
Death Row. It is the effort of a few and Nancy Lockhart
fighting for the release of two innocent Black women in
a Mississippi prison. It is a Michelle Alexander and her book, The
New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness.
It is a Horace Campbell and a Chris Hedges rather
than the usual cabal of white liberal commentators claiming
the Left. It is anyone whatever the color or class status
who refuse to sleep and allow the folks controlling the
pods to send them to cloneland. It is the people I know
who volunteer their time to fight on behalf of faculty
of color and who educate others about the sellout of labor
organizations. It is those who speak, write, and teach
to their detriment for justice.
The Left is what the liberal elites live to crush!
We
are told that the liberals will fall. The liberals are
helping to hollow out the state, Hedges writes, “to sustain
a casino capitalism that is doomed to fail.”
“The
failure to question the utopian assumptions of globalization
has left us in an intellectual vacuum.” Thank the liberal
elite in control of the alternative liberal press
and academic institutions. Thank the capitalist politicians
they support and elect.
And
the liberal elite remain on message as they groom a succeeding
generation.
If
we do not look out at these college classrooms and see
these students and recognize how the liberal elites are
co-opting the young for the armies of a fascist state,
we will wake up to a horrible sight:
Before
the young people we stand, trying to make them understanding.
See. When we hear from among them a most hideous sound,
and we see they are pointing at us with contempt, and
our reaction of fear shuts down our windpipes before we
even feel the rough hands grabbing our arms. And because
too many of us have rejected the space in which our heritage
of Blackness would have empowered us, we will meet “in
a place where there is no darkness,” (George Orwell, 1984),
and we will encounter the new generation of O’Briens,
sitting us before Big Brother.
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